an old man
sits in a park
all by himself
in the early afternoon
he sings old classics
with his eyes squeezed shut
a microphone
some kind of music box
and nobody else around
his voice sounds like
an old woman from the fifties
his face doesn’t match the voice
i sing along
to the few songs i know
then go my way
and he
he never even noticed
i was there
my neighbour
leaves the house
her kid on a balance bike
he can‘t be more than three
barely walking
but racing on this plastic thing
like he owns the world
he looks over
wants me to race him
his mom tells him
to not bother me now
i don‘t mind
and start racing the kid
i let him win
he laughs
we race again
this time it‘s close
i saw him this afternoon
walking
one shoe in his hands
something happened?
i ask
he doesn’t really want to tell
later
the street has slowed down
it’s a weekend town
dead quiet at night
people need to get up early
so it seems
he’s passing through again
this time
without any shoes
only in his socks
the same route
the same quick hi
the same look
like only strangers do
who see each other every day
the only two people
strolling at whatever ungodly hour
nothing to prove
he did say
he starts working soon again
some program
repairing the city’s bikes
maybe soon
it will be only me
strolling through the dead of night
he has to get up early too
it’s late
the city lights turned black
i don’t remember the city
feeling so empty
i let my thoughts linger
and wonder if they are my allies
i start talking to the only person
i can see
somehow we get to
dostoevski and carl jung
he works in construction
but is well read
i listen
neither ally
nor stranger
she used to dance
she tells me
while she casually unloads her car
back in the day
every thursday night
she’s a bit too old for it now
i tell her i don’t really dance
but she could show me some steps
to a song she likes
she turns the car radio on
send the rain is blasting
she looks around
tells me she’s had complaints
from the neighbours before
and it’s late
i look at her
and hope she turns it up even more
i don’t know if i remember
she says
if not
make something up
i wouldn’t know anyway
she gets in front of her car
it looks new and old at the same time
like it’s been around
but kept clean and in shape
she starts with some steps
i join in
not as easy as i thought
i laugh
i try
we sing
send the rain